Limbo. Relationship limbo. When you are waiting on the other party to decide if there is a relationship or not. Where you are trying to be patient during a time when you are the most impatient you have ever been. Nothing feels stable in limbo, because, nothing actually is. The rollercoaster that comes with limbo is excruciating. The sick feelings, the highs, the lows. The made up thoughts. The derailing. The waiting in line. One minute everything seems fine, just like normal. The next, your sobbing in your bed feeling like your chest is about to explode. Your crying weak at the bottom of the shower while your eyes feel…
The letters. You know the ones you write but never give to a person. That's what I'm talking about. Writing a letter to someone to tell them of all the ways in which they have angered you. The reason why, well, fuck them!